I’m really boring if I’m not comfortable with you
Esther | 19 | bi | ❤️
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I’m really boring if I’m not comfortable with you
The realest thing you will ever need to know about me.
someone: ahaha zoning out much? anyone home??? haha
me, dissociating: What

I drew this last year when I was not feeling so good. Listening to music really helps though. I just found the video sitting in my drafts so I thought I would add the art to it and post it!
Song: Kusanagi by ODESZA
lol u ever get tired of having to pretend to react to shit? “omg how do u feel now that ur abt to graduate!!” im uhhhhhh shitting my pants Margaret im great
sure, I don’t get a “healthy” amount of sleep like SOME PEOPLE do but can they do THIS *stands up, blacks out for a second*
Future Me is constantly fucked over by Present Me, who should have learned after being fucked over by Past Me
i talk to my reflection
i am my own imaginary friend
i look in the mirror a lot
i talk to my mirror a lot
virtual me is better than real me
im jealous of her
she can do what she wants
no one can judge her
she is only mimicking me
but it always seems safer for her
to do the things i want toi talk to my reflection
sometimes we fight
its only so i know
how to fight other people
push people away
not be in their way
i don’t think she cares much for me
but im thankful she exists
without her there it would be hell
who else would i complain to?
If the world doesn’t turn into an apocalyptic wasteland while I go around in a bright biker jacket and doing less than legal things then what’s the point of 2019